uh oh!

yes, she is 10!

happy birthday my little lulu
we made a multilayer stage of mattresses in the studio
had makeovers...thanks allie, jen, marta and juby!
and then filmed these rockstars singing to their favorite tunes...
someday I'll figure out the posting of videos, but until then at least I have footage right.
it's pretty funny stuff...because allie and jen and i are amazing rockstars ourselves.
it was actually just what i needed...a crazy girl party.
and yes...i know all the words to their songs...go taylor swift and miley!

on the brighter side

this was mother's day it was a long night.
but a brilliant morning.

hollow night

I am sad. and sometimes scared.
being alone is hard. but sharing it is harder.

people say..."you look so great. doesn't look like you had a baby."

and I say..."ya, thanks. it's a trade off since I get postpartum depression."

I don't think anyone knows what I'm talking about.

and that's ok...I'd rather you didn't.